i just wanna run away, move somewhere else, far away. this island is too small with too much things that remind you of the things you dont want to remember or think about. call it running away from your from your problems, maybe. but whats the point of trying to find the answer and solving problems you dont have the power to answer but another person knows, just that person or people who has the answer but refuses to have anything to do with you or help you. running into friends or people that you were so close with and now they can walk pass you and not even notice your there or that you have never met. friendship and relationships are just thrown away so easily now days. maybe im running away from what i dont want to face, its the harshness of reality but man im just tired of thinking and feeling this way, theres nothing for me to fall back upon to keep my hopes up, nothing new, just ending up running into the things i dont want to run in to, but whats the point im just trying to run away from myself, and i cant do that no matter how hard i try.